TRANSFORMATION

i got lots to type! but i already forgot it.. it's okay.. i'll try to remember later. pmr result is coming this thursday. i hope i get good result because i want to go to boarding school. i dun want to stay in this house. doesn't meant that i hate this house. (i luv it! home sweet home. nothing can replace it). holiday is worse than school day. dun have anything to do. and u dun know what's happening. yeah, u have fb and twitter, but the truth is hard to know. oh! i remember one of things i want to say in this blog. i decded to change myself!i decided to..
-have more confidence in myself! i'm a shy person. my frens will laugh at this but they won't read it. i always avoid looking at that someone's face that i dun know. i hate feeling like that. i should have more confidence! dun care what other people think of you.
-study more.. errr.. what the hell i was thinking when i wrote in this book? oho.. i know why.. i want to be rich. i want to achieve my ambition/dream-which is i dun know yet- i'll find it later in the process but i know i have to prepare myself with evrything.
-dun guard  other people skirts.(jgn kaco tepi kain org) i'll try hard to not sulking when my frens keeping secret from me. they must have reason to hide it from me and i know i can't keep secrets. 
- dun be/pretend someone else. this is who u are. no need to completely change. yes, the bad side need to improve but not whole myself. when i'm happy i'l show i'm happy. dun act cool. keep ur identity. u are who u are!!
- be honest. holding grudge is not good for ur soul,body and mind. whenever u think it's suitable to be honest, just say it. honesty is the best policy.

- dun be emo. women/girls like to be complicated. i dun like that. because it can cause misunderstood.

-LESSEN THE MOANING. i moaned a lot this year. i dun know why. i annoyed by myself.

-praise urself everytime u achieve something. dun boast, praise in the heart, that u are proud of urself. that u also can do it. 

- be independent. dun depend too much on people. only u know who u are.
-DUN GIVE UP! U LIKE TO GIVE UP! ACHIEVE IT!

as a human i have a lot of weakness and i know i have to at least try to fix it. there's no perfect human. be positive.