EGO

well, ego is one of the things you can't ever avoid in ur life, believe me, living with ego people, that's hard, but i'm still alive! tadaa~~ it's not so hard if u knew their personality and whatsoever... believe me, when some 1 talk about a person who is ego, doesn't mean that the person who's talking is not ego. i live with ego people. their ego can't get rid off. u just have to stand it. lots of people thought that being the youngest always fun. tell u what, it may look or sound like fun, it's not. being the youngest, u'll always look like a kid in front of their eyes. they'll treat you like u don't know anything in this world. people ask me, why picked school far from home? i always said that i wanted to get rid of the naggings. yeah, that's true, but it's actually to prove them i'm not a kid. i can live too. even when i live far away.i wanted to get rid of that faces. that faces, u know.... that face that i wanted to punch so much. it makes me helpless. ugghhh... i was soooo angry when i started wrote this, but all my anger was gone... hahaha.. that's what i've been living 4 almost 15 years. u are angry. u can't shout at anybody. u can't blame anybody. u can't mad anybody. u just save it in your heart. u curse or u wrote that feeling on a paper, or at status or like me, in a blog. don't u think it's a pathetic life? u can't do anything but mad at urself? that u feel like ur going to be mad? ADULTS ARE EGO! they always talk about somebody who is ego, but they dun realize it in their self. they dun like children smart from them, they dun want to look stupid. they just want to show off their skills.well, not all of them are ego. some of it are bearable and some you can get over it with times.