happy new year~~ MMXI~~

another year past and came! 2010 wasss.... errr..... fun? ehehe... suffered from, short terms memory. but i know that i'm healthy and still breathing today! maybe i should find a crush next year? xDD ridiculous. everybody wants find bf/gf but i want to find a crush?! ehehe.. doesn't it thrills when u look at him and curious? yeah, i'm weird, but i like it to be secret. my mission for 2011!!! ermm.. i think i posted my transformation, but that'll take a lot of time.. so, i want to search what my talent is or are (i'm lucky enough to have at least one talent!) i want to find my interest, maybe some adventure! study harder?i'll think of that. (u need to study, jay. ur brain cells are dramatically decreasing) but i dun have any time that suits for this mission. next year i'll be having SPM (YEAR U HAVE TO SACRIFICE EVERYTHING) and if i got lucky, i'll be accepted in U, or maybe if i work hard enough, i'll study oversea. if not, i have to find work. then ur life pretty much the same. i work(if i'm lucky enough to get a job), go back home, marry and have kids. totally can't get any job u like. i mean, SPM, dude. even a degree student work at 7-11. if i enter u, i decided to further my study until master. or if i'm transformed into smart and idle girl, i'll be taking pHD... it won't be easy as i said..... HWAITING!!!