ottokhae?

firstly, i got 8As~~~ yeay~ yeah.. whatever... no fun at all... i dun fell the enthusiasm.. weirdly, i hope i would got bad result, so that i'll sad and angry at myself and feel miserable, so i can move on and do better next time and stop being a lazy bum. yeah, everybody wants happiness, i want to be miserable. why?bcoz it teaches me more than happiness. i dun know, when i got that result, i feel the a big hole inside me, and i can feel it now. maybe because i dun know for who i should share my succes. no one expect me got 8a, maybe that sadden me. then, i should be proud bcoz i proved them that they're wrong. hurmm..... now it's time to decide what i want to do. what my dreams are. i should looking for my interest.