crush(ES!!!) ed

yeay~~ finall i have crushES! mind the ssss.. HAHAHAHAH.. banyak syok sendiri.. there's one ok, that's one is not count, just bumped anyway.. but, there were 2 guy in mckk that soooooo handsome(well, maybe, for me).ok2, as elyza already knew, my school held asian gifted science fair(ASGF). ok2, more detail bout the program later. now, it's about my crushes. urrmmm....... one is from SEMESTA, f5, rugby player, nice body shape, not too tall, taller than me by inches only, (quite short for f5) , urrmm.. i like men wearing specs, ooppss... a little correction there, HANDSOME men wear specs... it kinda give smart, and caring and sophisticated looks to them. ok, urrmm... little distraction by senior here... and another one is urrmmmm... WAS,ok, IS, no, WAS. whatever. he's from permata pintar. CUTEEE!!!! white, has slang... i dun know which accent. from sarawak.... urrmm.. friendly... OMG, i'm soooo desperate here!! smskb's guys are so kerek and hampeh! appreciate all the guys there! dun tell hazmi! then, what's with the ED? urmmmm......
as u guys know, I'M a SHY person.. acehceh.. ehehe.. (it's true) so, i wanted to take pict with him, them.. whatever.. but, unfortunately, DUN HAVE CAMERA!!!!! what a cruel life... x pe2, mmg dah azam nih, nak tangkap gak gambar dye, lagi2, dye pakai uniform vest and trousers, kelabu, with navy blue shirt. cute(permata pintar) then, i waited, and waited... untill the clocing ceremony ended, there i was, staring at him . sitting there, like an idiot, so i DECIDED!!!!!..........................to only talk to him. yeah, silly rite? that's me...
then, i got my courage back! walk with confidence, UNTIL.....i saw a girl(from my school) took pict with him.... and i was like got cheat. (syok sendiri je pown) then, got frustrated and go with broken heart....
then the other guy(semesta) found him when i was sit alone in hall, with broken heart... what a lonely life(ter-emo) then, ade la 1 minah thai nih dtang... asked all that and this, got know each other, and she wanted to take pict with me.. aq pon layan la.. (all my sense were gone) then, SUDDENLY, time orang tuh tgh nak amik gambar, aq nampak smesta tuh. lpas dah abes ckap2 sume tuh, hilang plak mamat neyh. hampeh btol. THE I GOT OUT OF THE HALL, searching for him and searching untill, I SAW HIM flirting with seri putri's girls... yeah, he's a rugby player(playboy) then, my heart shattered......yeahhh... yesterday, my life is full of roses, and today, my crushesed gone, to their school again... and here, i sit, huhhhhhhhhhhh..... waiting for another event where other school come!!!!!! ohohohohohoho bye2~~~~~ my heart still ache. T^T